|Double Citrine Up Lift Ring|
|Because sometimes you need that reminder to be lifted up from your troubles and lit from within|
|Sugalite Shark Attack Ring|
This ring has been attacted by a shark!
|Beaten and eaten|
Lordy have things been nuts here. Me! I have gotten so used to have anxiety in my stomach and chest for these past three years that I got used to it. It finally became debilitating. My stomach hurting so badly I would have to lay down and do nothing.
I could only best explain it as "monster butterflies trying to escape from my belly out of my neck". Imagine trying out for a play in front of hundreds. That was the feeling I had everyday. Not knowing that it was something treatable.
For THREE years!!!
Finally I broke down from the overwhelmingness of it all (it's a word). Went to the doctor and BAM! Magic happens. The doctor even got excited saying "Kelly, this is going to work, I'm just so happy for you because this explains everything!" I couldn't understand why I was so phyically tired all the time, but internally, my mind would be RACING! I could deconstruct physics in minutes and give you metaphors to boot. But it left me restless, on edge, snappy!
Not the best mother/wife scenario.
Anyway, today for the first time, I am calm.
I forgot what it was like to feel this way.